The Dilemma

There are times when I think I must hold on
There are times when I can’t and just let go

There are moments when I think I must fight on
There are moments when I lose hope and just lie low

Mind wanders from time to time
Thoughts change from moment to moment

I know not what I really want
I know not who I really am

Do I want to win or to lose
To fight or to give up
I can no longer choose

Think what I may, I need to live
Till the final call, I need to strive